Thanks guys, and for those of you who unwittingly made me laugh or smile, well double thanks. I thought today was going to be my first day without tears, but it wasn't. Although, the volume etc has decreased. I'm getting bored with my misery and now just want it to go away. Even my dog doesn't bother trying to comfort me anymore, and that's saying something. He's a very neurotic, vocal, emotional dog and usually if I'm crying he will find me. Even kilometres away. Have been doing heaps of exercise which is really helping (hard to cry and swim at the same time)! And have also come to some great realisations about my Modus Operandi in relationships/friendships in general. My needs, my responsibilites etc...it has all been very enlightening, although pretty heart breaking at times too. So maybe tomorrow will be the day...