Wednesday, January 17, 2007

So we tried. We really did. We had a fun time.

And now it's over, again. And I'm wondering what is going on? I mean I know what it is, but it's still kind of confounding.

Feels like I'm treading water.

Treading water in this beautiful sea of love, with a boy who doesn't realise he can swim.

And no amount of reassurance and holding of hands, gently guiding him, telling him how to do it, and that he can, is going to change that.

And I can swim. I can do lap after lap of butterfly for God's sake, with tumble turns.

And that's the story of me and him.


Blogger Jenna said...

"Strong women crossing!"
Heard that before, sorry it seams that is harder to find somebody who can handle a woman who knows what she wants, looks great and is just a well rounded person.
Hey gorgeous! Keep on swimming, it will happen:)

5:45 PM  
Blogger NWO said...

Don't despair. Life is all about "wondering what's going on." It will turn out just fine.

9:08 PM  
Blogger pitfinder said...

Aha! I got here without crashing. Sorry I haven't been commenting, but something here keeps crashing my primary browser. I'll have to try the others and see what's up.

Sorry about the guy. Did you save your recipt? No returns without it. :-)

9:34 PM  
Blogger pitfinder said...

It's the neoearth thing crashing me, but I think I found a way around it. We'll see if it continues working.

9:42 PM  
Blogger suze said...

Yo! Mister Pitto. How goes it? Thanks for stopping by. I've been feeling pretty lonely out here...wondering where everyone is? I miss you guys.
ps: I kept the receipt.

3:26 AM  
Blogger Jenna said...

hey lovey!
Ok stole that from Jade:)
Just ring the bell and I'll be there...come on in and we'll have some red and laugh about all this stuff.

7:16 AM  
Blogger suze said...

Oh Jenna, You're so gorgeous. Thank you. I wish you were here. You me and Jade would get on so well. Strong neurotic women!!! Hee hee.

2:57 PM  
Blogger Jenna said...

You know sometimes I do too:) Who knows though maybe my crazy brain will take me your way one of these days...
Keep on swiming:)

5:13 PM  
Blogger pitfinder said...

It's a little convoluted, but I can get here. I think there might be a better fix, but at least I don't have to involuntarily abandon you. :-)

8:38 PM  
Blogger gothcat said...

I feel for you on this one.Either they stalk you and sleep in the garden or they run away at small things.Be strong ,be cool keep smiling and Ill join you for the wine at jades.we can found the SNWC.(STRONG NEUROTIC WOMENS CLUB)

12:34 AM  
Blogger Jenna said...

can I join?

7:08 PM  
Blogger quasiphysie said...

Can you really do lap after lap of butterfly...I'm jealous.

8:06 PM  
Blogger suze said...

Gothcat: we've definitely got to all have a glass of wine together, and soon. It's ridiculous that we haven't met yet!
Identity Crisis: It was just a metaphor really, but yes, I can, if it's a 25m pool and I can have a little break at the end...but I can certainly do lots of laps of every other stroke, with tumble turns! I was a swimmer when I was younger.
Jenna: When are you coming? You are always welcome.

9:33 PM  

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